Hows everyone doing?? hehe I'm really sorry for my absence >w<
There has been a lot going on in my life, both good & bad, and i just haven't had the time... or wait I should say I have had the time to be on here, I just couldn't bring myself to be. If that makes sense at all?? IDK you decide if it does or not. Haven't been drawing, tried and only thing I came up with that was half decent was the collab I did with Sammy and Gaby.
So I guess I should start by saying I am trying my hardest to come back, but like I said a lot of things are not going well for me. I don't know if any of you still care to read/listen to what's been happening but I'll just tell you a few things ^^
1. Work has been a bitch. like literally a busy bitch. which I don't mind but I can't really say I am having the best of time at Wally world anymore. Yeah it was fine when I was still needing a retail job but now I want to further my career and not be subjected to that crappy life of always being a cashier or whatever.
I have been thinking of going back to school, and I have done my research and I can go back, I just have to go and talk to an adviser at the college I was previously at ^^ and then my career plans can get going. A little late on those but IDGAF xDD never to late to start something right??
Also I was injured on the job at Walmart by a customer, and the injury just now decided to show it's ugly face. My left wrist is injured and it's not broken, just my tendons are really badly sprained because this bitch of a customer decided that she was going to steal the bag I had in my hands. And she did, they didn't catch her and didn't seem to care. Nice work place huh?? anyway It hurts a lot, and I couldn't even pick up a slice of bread and for those of you who have my facebook saw the giant wrist brace I have to wear 24/7. Well now I need physical therapy and it's just been one big fucking stressful ball of dread for me. The claims agent is now giving me shit and saying I am lying about my injury when I most definitely am not. It's just horrible xDD
2. I received news half way through August, about what was going on with my family in Canada. And it's really hard for me, I feel alone, and like non of this should be happening, but it is. And I haven't told my best friends what it is, only what's kinda happening the rest of it, I just can't tell anyone. It's not really for you all to know, but it's hurting me. Because I can't be there for everyone in this time, and it's just really hard.
That is sort of the reason I am not drawing, too depressed to even try ATM. But hopefully things will get better, just this mess was never suppose to happen and yeah. LOTS OF SHIT!!
I don't really know what else to say?? Uhmm Devin and I bought a new bed. A temper pedic pillow mattress and omg it's amazing!!! I don't ever want to get out of bed |D
I have been watching alot of Markiplier on Youtube. always seems to put me in a good mood, also a good way to steal cuddles with my hubby on the scary games.
Not much else is going on, Trying to be positive and not cry every so often, trying to draw but I think it will come when it wants to. And hopefully starting my future career schooling here soon. hopefully.
Nessie is just trying to be hopeful, but I figured you all needed an explanation of why I wasn't here. There you have 2 good reasons...... sooo yeah. Other than that I miss you guys and I'll ttyl I guess :/