Happy belated 4th of July !! I hope everyone had a great time with their families and seeing the fireworks
I didn't get to see anything cause of work, but it's alright, maybe one day I won't be working on a holiday...... one day lol
So alot of things have been happening recently; hence the "Nessie can not be found on DA very much" absence. Things with my life just aren't being very nice ATM to me, a few examples are myself, family, job, etc. Basically the same old shit. I'm not about to say what's been happening but it's just hard to explain, only a few close friends know everything that's going on and that's how it's going to be. I have a lot of emotions built up right now, and I find life hard to cope with ATM. And no this is not a suicide journal, just I thought my life once I came back to the states would be a breeze. I'd have my family with me, I'd be starting a family of my own, I would have finished school, and gotten a job I wanted. NOO everyone is on hold for me and IDK why. I am not about to rant to everyone on here about how my life sucks, cause I doubt you want to hear that, but it just does ATM lol I am sure it will get better sooner or later but meh for now it sucks.
In other news I've been working like a dog lately; all these crazy shifts & never being awake enough to come on here. But I have been looking everyday on my phone, just haven't been able to comment or anything ^^
I still have some artwork that I need to color TT_TT YESS I know it's very late, I drew it over a month or 2 ago.... I hate coloring old works (That's what those are to me) but they need to be colored lol Cause I hate linearts. I'm so picky.
Oh I am going back to school in August
I am very excited to get that ball rolling, alittle nervous too but I am sure I will do great. I know my family is proud of me going back and I will be done in little under 2 years. So I will be a busy girl for sure!! Not saying I'm not gonna draw, cause usually when I'm in school I draw alot lmao
I recently got a job promotion at work, so I'm going to a Customer Service position, but i'm sure I'll be a backup cashier. And I get a pay raise but it's not to big. It's like finally but honestly IDK if I want it cause I've been doing it for over a year now and they just now decided to put me there "permanently" But I'm getting tired of dealing with stupid people; at customer service and on the registers lol and this is why I am going back to school xDD getting away from all this shit right here in retail!!!
I will be going on Vacation next week. I am so excited to see my sister and nephews, and of course be away from work >
cause that's always fun. And then alittle after that My mommy is coming to visit me <3 god knows she needs it, what with everything going on and my little sisters being the biggest bitches ever to her TT_TT makes me sad that I can't just drop everything, go to Canada and help her out the way she needs to be helped out. *sighs* life sucks lol
but anyway, I believe that's all for now on updates. And I am trying to draw, but the amount of emotions I have I can't seem to get anything done TT_TT But I will try!! cause I'm hoping you have all missed my work and want to see something new right?? lol
Anyway love and miss you all